Sick

Not much happening. I have been sick with one heck of a sinus infection since the day before Christmas Eve, and it has settled into my throat making me lose my voice completely, so I can't sing, which really sucks. Maybe that's good though because apparently I sound "terrible". Something has happened lately to make me think that singing is just not for me anymore. One of my most treasured mentors rejected my voice and I am now trying to pick up my shattered dreams off from the floor. But on a brighter note, i got a very gorgeous ring for Christmas from my hubby and I absolutely love it. Just trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life now. Maybe I will get a cute little tattoo. I'm also trying to find a new house to live in. Now that everything else has changed I would like I new start somewhere else and maybe I will figure things out from there.

I'm trying again

Ok, so I am here to post another blog. I haven't done it in a while cuz it seemed that nobody was reading it so I figured what was the point, but then I had some other friends get blogs so I decided to do this again and hopefully get some more readers. Nothing much has been going on. I've been really sick the last couple of weeks from my stomach problems, and had to start seeing my specialist again after two years of making progress just to have it flushed down the toilet. So here comes more tests and more needles, and possibly surgery. Not looking forward to it at all but this time I hope to get rid of it permanetly. It's snowing outside right now, and it's kind of cool. I hate the cold weather and hate winter but the snow looks so awesome as it comes down and settles on the ground. I can't wait for Christmas. I told Marty that I wanted something sparkly (like jewelry) and a romantic dinner with candles and roses and the whole works for Christmas. So I'm really looking forward to that. He can be romantic when he puts his mind to it, and a few hints from me. I have started deep cleaning my house and it is exhausting!!!!! I started witht the kitchen and it took me two days to get it all cleaned from top to bottom, and I didn't even do all that I wanted to do because I was sick and tired of it. So yeah. I guess that is what is going lately. See you guys later.