Friday, February 02, 2007

2007 sucks!

I cannot wait for 2007 to be over. It's only a month into the year and so far I have had way too many bad things happen to me. I got kicked out of my singing group that I love temporarily for misunderstandings, I had surgery to take my gall bladder out and I am still waiting to feel better from it. My dog had puppies and it has been chaos, we decided not to sell our house after finding the most perfect house in the world, and so I am understandably really upset. Also my son has been causing problems at school that i don't know how to solve, and marty's family are being jerks. Not a big surprise, but still each time they pull something it just makes me ever more mad. I know I said that I was going to focus more on positive things but it's so hard. I stand back up from being kicked down and before I can get my feet firmly underneath me something knocks me down again so it's just a little difficult to be positive. Ok, so I do have great things in life. I have a house (even though it's not my dream house), I have the most awesome husband in the world who does anything to make me happy, I have two great kids, I have a dog and a cat, the puppies are really cute even though they are stinky little furballs. haha. I get to get new furniture to make up for not getting my house, and I get to see all my wonderful flowers bloom in the spring. So I guess it's not all bad. And I have two cars. I guess I just want everything to be perfect and it's not going to happen. I expect too much out of myself and others and it's just good. But I am still mad about the new house and I am mad at our loan officer, and marty had better have one heck of a good valentine's day gift for me to make me feel better or else. haha. Ok, I am done.

2 Comments:

Blogger Gubi said...

You dont have anything to worry about. You will have a great valentines day Rachel. I am sorry we couldnt get that house and we will do what it takes to make up the difference.

8:18 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

<< I guess I just want everything to be perfect and it's not going to happen.

I have known a fair number of families and homes that I thought were perfect only to find out that things are not always as they seem.

Be happy for your great life and the fact that you and Marty have each other. Every day is a gift.

P.S. Your home is just fine, from what I have seen of it. Millions of Americans at this moment are working hard to own a home some day.

10:48 AM  

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